“My hands haven’t been held, lips not kissed. I don’t put myself out there like the rest of them do. I just want to be remembered, to be missed. Of all the people I could choose, I’d choose you.”
—Me.
March 2010
“Some people never say the words ‘I love you’. It’s not their style to be so bold. Some people never say those words: ‘I love you’ But, like a child, they’re longing to be told.”
—Paul Simon (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
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February 2010
I don’t know why, but it’s a pet peeve of mine whenever a guy texts me and asks me for a picture of myself. It just bugs me. Plus, I don’t wanna say yeah, and send a normal picture of me when they actually wanted nudes or something. Or if I say no, I don’t send nudes or something like that, when they really just wanted a picture of me. Ahh, this is why I prefer phone calls.
This boy named Phil at my school got in a car accident when he was younger and it left his left arm paralyzed. But hes still in band and plays the trumpet. Today, he was walking past me and this guy I was talking to named Patrick with his trumpet and case in his working hand. Patrick said hi to him and waved. But it’s not like he could wave back… So sad. /:
Certain scents and flavors bring back memories. It’s weird. I’ll smell a perfume or something and know exactly what I was doing one time I was wearing that perfume. Even from two years ago, it’s still fresh in my head. With flavors too. Like peppermint swirl gum from Trident. It reminds me of Christmas so vividly. And my Harajuku Lovers Lil’ Angel perfume reminds me of walking down this one hall in my old middle school. It’s insane. I even remember what I was wearing.
I don't think homosexuals are going to hell, I think it's more of the homophobes;
we were told to accept and love everyone.
LOLOL
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My brother quit college today because he’s losing his mind. He’s moved home now and I actually feel bad for him. He was crying on the phone. I didn’t know he could cry. I wish we didn’t have to inherit all these mental disorders. He was always the strong one and I have never seen him this weak.
Same thing happened to me too. Only he quit before the semester was up.
I’m tired of you telling me I’m beautiful. Tell your girlfriend that, not me.
Goddddddamnnnnnnnn, Matt Bouldin is fine.
Just when I get caught up, I start to get sick. Story of my life.
I’m just gonna have fun now. Flirt around, have fun. I’m too young to be that serious.
- (me walking in the hall at school, still being followed by these dudes after like five minutes)
- Me: you guys have been following me for like forever... it's weird.
- Guy 1: yeah, well we're drawn to beautiful women.
- HAHAHAH. NO.
I’m at the orthodontist and I’m staring at the screen that says all my info. I guess I’m 14 years and 9 months old.
FUCK BOYS.
I’m changing. I can feel it. And it makes me so happy. I have more of a drive to eat healthier, like packing my own lunches so I don’t eat the nasty school food as often. & exercising. Like pushups and crunches. Going to the gym and stuff. I need to start being more organized at school, have a system and whatnot with my homework and stuff. I’m gonna not text as much during homework, and I’m getting my own desk I can set up at, and have my own place to work hard. I’m gonna keep my room clean, and bathroom clean. Just a fresh and clean start. All around.
I hope to get everything I need to accomplish, accomplished with time to spare today. My nails are painted and my wardrobe has some new additions so I think I’ll be alright for school this week, but my homework is looming over my head. At least it’s a four-day week. Well, sleep is needed so I’ll end it here.
I changed my mind,
I don’t need you. Or want you. I’m done, and happy. This is the best decision I’ve made in a while. :)
I told myself that I’d wait but I changed my mind. You’re not worth it.
Movie resolutions for 2010,
District 9
Ironman 2
My Sister’s Keeper
Avatar
Ponyo
Milk 9
Lovely Bones
Quarantine
Alice In Wonderland
Paranormal Activity
Sherlock Holmes
+ Prince of Persia
+Where the Wild Things Are
Just saw Fame too, so i can scratch that one off along with 9.
As we walked, we were talking. I didn’t say half the things I wanted to. Of all the girls, tossin’ rocks at your window, I’ll be the one, waitin’ there even when it’s cold.
“Kiss me quick, but make it last.”
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I AM SO HAPPY.
You called me @ 10:20pm, and we talked until 1:00am. So that’s more than two and a half hours of talking? Therefore giving me two hours of sleep.
It was so worth it.
Bold What You Own.
1. A cell phone.
2. A hair straightener.
3. Your own computer.
4. Your own car.
5. Chanel/Dior/Gucci sun[glasses].
6. A designer purse.
7. A boyfriend/girlfriend.
8. A curling iron.
9. Every Fall Out Boy CD.
10. Something from American Eagle.
11. Something from Hot Topic.
12. Something from Hollister.
13. Something from Abercrombie.
14. A pet.
15. Some type of trophy/award.
16. Full/Queen-size bed.
17. King-size bed.
18. An iPod.
19. Something from a professional team.
20. More than $100.
21. Monster, Full Throttle, Amp, Red Bull, etc. in your fridge.
22. Something Green Day.
23. Xanga.
24. Myspace.
25. Makeup.
26. A desk in your room.
27. A hill in your backyard.
28. DDR.
29. A pair of skis.
30. An alarm clock.
31. A pair of ice skates.
32. Rollerblades.
33. A treadmill.
34. Your own phone line.
35. AIM.
36. Yahoo!
37. MSN.
38. ICQ.
39. AOL.
40. Perfume/cologne.
41. Bath lotion.
42. Necklaces and bracelets.
43. A journal/diary.
44. Yogurt and peaches in your fridge.
45. X’s in your screen name.
46. A birthday in September.
47. A famous relative.
48. A relative in a different state/province.
49. A disowned relative.
50. A relative that lives in Florida.
51. Your own bathroom.
52. Your own band.
53. Any rock band shirts.
54. A guitar.
55. A hammock.
56. A basketball hoop.
57. A soccer net.
58. A bike.
59. An electric scooter.
60. A minivan.
61. A V.C. Andrews book.
62. A friend that does drugs/alcohol/smokes.
63. A locker at school.
64. A baby.
65. Sparkly blue nail polish.
66. A “Vote for Pedro” shirt.
67. The movie “40 Year Old Virgin”.
68. A promise ring.
69. A pool table.
71. Trampoline.
72. Livejournal.
73. Flip flops.
74. Steve Madden shoes.
75. The Sims 3.
76. A ping pong table.
77. An air hockey table.
78. A basement.
79. Converses.
80. Construction paper.
81. Markers, crayons, etc..
82. Coloring books.
83. A nice singing voice. - ehhhh.
84. GameCube.
85. Xbox.
86. Playstation.
87. PS2. (PS3)
88. PSP.
89. Some type of disease.
90. Rose Red movie.
91.VCR/DVD player.
92. A mom or dad.
93. An older brother.
94. An older sister.
95. A younger brother.
96. A younger sister.
97. A twin.
98. A sled.
99. A lake/pond/river/ocean near your house.
100. Friends who like you.
Aren’t you curious,
What it’d be like with us,
We’ve been living in a friend zone building up trust,
Possibilities, Baby you and me,
Could be writing on a wall, could be destiny,
Aren’t you curious, what it’d be like with us,
‘Cause I would give it all just to change your love,
Possibilities, Baby you and me,
Such an easy thing to see,
Curiosity’s got the best of me.
Goddamn, I like you.
I just figured you just decided not to change your schedule back to 6th period like you said you would. My hopes were probably too high, so i brought them back down. But when I got to 6th, and there you were, smiling. I blushed, I knew I did. When class was over, you asked me for a birthday hug. I would’ve, but of course I couldn’t. That’s your fault though. Some things need to change with your status or else this isn’t going anywhere. I’m not gonna wait forever.
