October 2010
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The Special Two / Missy Higgins
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Seriously worst day of my life ever.
I’ve cried like 7 times today.
Against the world
Robin Thicke
Robin Thicke | Against The World
Worst day ever.
“She said that she wanted to get high. He took her to the tallest hill in town. She said that she wanted to stay up all night and drink. He gave her a 12 pack of caffeinated Pepsi and said “drink up.” She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face. He gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger, aimed it at her face, and helped her pull the trigger. She said that she wanted to cut herself. He took a Polaroid of her, handed it to her along with scissors, and had her cut it up. She said that she wanted to see her blood. He took her to get her ears pierced. She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep. He had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed. She said that she wanted to be alone. He gave her a name tag that said “My name is: Alone.” She said that she wanted to have someone there to take care of her, always. He asked when he wasn’t.”
—(via soobinkim)
I need something to change in my life, but I can't choose what to change.
“If things go right, we’re meant to be.”
—Modern Nature - Sondre Lerche (via jennaanne01)
The Dating Persona Test →
okcupid.com
You are The Window Shopper, Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLD):
You take love as opportunities come, which can lead to a high-anxiety, but high-flying romantic life. You’re a genuinely sweet person, not saccharine at all, so it’s likely that the relationships you have had and will have will be happy ones. You’ve had a fair amount of love experience for your age, and there’ll be much more to come.
Part of why we know this is that, of all female types, you are the most prone to sudden, ferocious crushes. Your results indicate that you’re especially capable of obsessing over a guy you just met. Obviously, passion like this makes for an intense existence. It can also make for soul-destroying letdowns.
Your ideal match is someone who’ll love you back with equal fire, and someone you’ve grown to love slowly. A self-involved or pessimistic man is especially bad. Though you’re drawn to them, avoid artists at all costs.
Scarily accurate…
Sometimes I wonder if anyone lies awake at night thinking about me.
I Will Follow You Into The Dark
Death Cab For Cutie
I Will Follow You Into The Dark - Death Cab for Cutie
have you ever had a boyfriend??
Never.
If I could sit outside all night and just look at the stars I would.
“I’m not afraid of the dark
We’ve been here before.
Fallen on hard times, honey
We’ve fallen on swords.
But if a long shadow
Falls across your heart
I’ll be right here with you
I’m not afraid of the dark.” —“Long Shadows” by Josh Ritter (via quote-book)
We’ve been here before.
Fallen on hard times, honey
We’ve fallen on swords.
But if a long shadow
Falls across your heart
I’ll be right here with you
I’m not afraid of the dark.” —“Long Shadows” by Josh Ritter (via quote-book)
Haunted (Acoustic)
Taylor Swift
Taylor Swift - Haunted (Acoustic)
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I can always tell when I’m about to cry. I get that tingly feeling throughout my body. My chest tightens and my lashes flicker as I blink rapidly. The left corner of my mouth curves downward as I try not to gasp for air after holding in my sighing and heavy breathing. Listening to All This Time by Maria Mena, I can’t hold anything back. I feel so alone all the time and I’m tired of lying and acting like I feel happy and excited about life. Everything seems to be going downhill. I want to exercise until I pass out and cry in my bedroom until I fall asleep. Only instead of waking to a new day, I’d rather stay asleep.
